Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Three month follow up day. I am anxious about my visit with The Doc. I know what I want to say to him, but what I want to say and what I actually say are usually two different things. I'm intimidated by the whole "I have a degree so I know better than you" thing and so I just want to be a good little patient and do whatever he says I should do. But really I want to say "please let me try it my way for a little while and if it doesn't work, we'll go back to doing it your way, ok?" I'll be curious to see what he has to say about the weight gain and other side effects that I've experienced. I have a feeling the outcome of today is going to be somewhat of a compromise, he'll lower my doseages and I'll be more conscious of my eating habits and the results of those habits. I wouldn't be upset with that, I think it's a fair compromise. I'll let you know how it goes.