:SIGH: I was doing so well on my "diet" the last two weeks. And then I said SCREW THIS and went all nutso, eating whatever I could get my hands on. This is so typical for me. But instead of throwing in the towel this time I'm just gonna pick myself up, dust myself off, and get back on track. I need to lose this weight, I hate the way I look right now!
I've been frustrated lately with clothes. I like to look nice, but I'm kinda tired of looking like everyone else, you know? I go shopping and buy cute clothes and then I sit down on the train this morning and the girl sitting next to me looks exactly the same. Dark blue jeans, red jacket. I bought this awesome red trench coat that looks great on me, and then I walk around and see a million other girls wearing trench coats. I went out for drinks last week with two girls and they both were dressed exactly alike. Cute black tops, dark blue trouser jeans, and peep toe black wedges. I bought really cute sandals over the weekend. They are kinda platform/chunky and I haven't worn those kind of shoes in years. I'm 6' tall.. these shoes make me about 6'2 or 6'3. I didn't used to have a problem with that but I've been wearing flats for so long, no I feel like a giant when I wear those shoes. But I love them and will not return them.
I know this post is totally not gf/cf related...
On that note, my docs appt is tomorrow!!